I received a phone call early Thursday morning saying that my appointment with my surgeon had to be changed because he had an emergency surgery.  The secretary wanted to see me immediately.  I was supposed to go to yoga but I knew this appointment was going to be a good one and he was going to finally allow me to run again.  So I made the decision to skip yoga and go to hear him say I could run again - with limitations.  It was the best decision I made that day.  I was cleared to run short distances.  Not my idea of short distances (6 miles), the rest of the worlds idea of short distances - 1/4 mile and work up little by little.  I was also told I couldn't run 2 days in a row.  
My first run was that night.  I went out and it was bliss!  I hit 1/4 mile and just couldn't stop.  It hurt and was slow and the breeze on my now bald head was amazing.  I stopped at 1/2 mile in 6:09 - holy slow.  But it was everything I wanted it to be.  I am so happy to be running again!  Joe is also happy I'm running again.  He knows it is my therapy sessions.  I am also now sleeping through the night again since starting to run and bike!  This is a wonderful thing.  So since my first run on Thursday, I did a 1 mile run in Keene Valley in 11:45 on Saturday, a 1.25 mile run on Monday in 14:22, and participated in National Running day today, the day after chemo, the day after I had another allergic reaction with a different anti-nausea drug and feel pretty horrible, 1.0 miles in 12:34 - I'll take it.  It helped clear my head and got rid of my nausea for a short period of time.  And if you are going to say to me did you clear that with your doctor, yes, I did.  At my appt today she encouraged me to do a short run as it has been shown that people who workout have less nausea.  She was also really excited that I am now sleeping through the night because of my running and biking - so please don't tell me I'm overdoing it.  I am loving my runs!
My hair fell out last week too!  Joe and I had a fun time with the shaving!  1st a mohawk and then we just got rid of it.  I honestly love being bald, it is liberating - showers are so easy and the wind on your head is lovely.  It is also very cold.  I will admit that people do double takes all the time and are kind-of rude just watching me but I've gotten used to the looks.  I also have become a beacon to others with cancer.  I've been approached a few times in public places to ask me about my doctors or oncologists or just say good luck to me during treatment.  I guess when you decide to go bald, you accept this as your place in the universe.  Here are some pictures of my baldness.
 
2 comments:
Kelly only you would look so great bald! I swear, it's like you have the perfect shaped head! =) Keep on rocking it girl!
Thanks Jackie!! Being bald during the summer is fantastic! Although I think I should have bought stock in coppertone since I am slathered in Sunscreen to keep my head from burning.
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